00:00:00:00 00:00:17:25 English 00:00:17:24 00:00:21:30 She looks like your daughter, doesn't she? If you had had a daughter, she would have been so tall, wouldn't she? 00:00:25:07 00:00:29:28 If you had, had her married, then what? 00:00:38:28 00:00:55:21 Not married? You are showing me higher authority.? 00:01:38:10 00:01:45:25 ......I said the right thing didn't I . She will not marry a Bengali or any Hindustani. 00:01:45:26 00:02:11:02 Make her, why don't you? Are you mad? Me Mad? What utter nonsense. Couldn't get any one else. Had to come after me? 00:02:14:14 00:02:34:05 Sing a song? Why don't you? Hare Krishna, Hare Krishna, Krishna, Hare Hare. 00:02:41:29 00:02:46:01 I can't do anything else. You can do anything, Bengali Lady. Why don't you keep quiet, lady? 00:02:46:25 00:02:53:19 I will never believe it, No. I just cannot believe it. 00:02:54:17 00:03:24:05 English 00:03:24:07 00:03:42:16 Isn't she Bengali? Yes, yes. Such a lot of mosquito’s at night. 00:03:42:17 00:03:56:09 Are you taking the oath of piety? I am from Pakistan, Speak in Bengali. I forgot Bengali, I said speak in Bengali 00:03:56:10 00:03:58:24 I said from Bangladesh English 00:03:58:26 00:04:15:02 Does any doctor come here. Yes, one does come here. 00:04:15:03 00:04:26:07 Twice or thrice in a week. What does he check? He attends to the weak and gives medicine. 00:04:33:24 00:04:56:23 What does he check of us all? Everything. English 00:05:05:04 00:05:32:10 No, she is putting the string, because she wants to do toilet. 00:05:32:12 00:05:44:18 English 00:05:46:25 00:05:54:18 I can't see clearly, it's dark What? Dark, it is all dark. 00:05:54:19 00:06:10:18 I can't operate without spectacles. Only when sleeping and bathing, I take them off. 00:06:10:20 00:06:23:17 English. She is saying that I have the same problem. Only take off spectacles when bathing and sleeping. 00:06:10:18 00:06:42:01 Everything will become dark otherwise. Seems there will be no food today. 00:06:43:09 00:06:57:17 What will you cook? Pumpkin vegetable and boiled tomato. 00:06:57:18 00:07:04:10 Pumpkin, white gourd, potato what else is there? English. 00:07:20:04 00:07:28:01 Any thing in your life, which should be there in your life, but is not there? Is there anything? 00:07:28:01 00:07:46:27, Meaning? Anything or any object in your life, which you want in your life. 00:07:48:23 00:07:56:25 What I want and what I will have, I don't know anything. 00:07:56:25 00:08:01:27 What so ever is there, will do. 00:08:01:28 00:08:10:08 Any wish in your mind? No wish in my mind. I just wish to die, that's all. 00:08:10:09 00:08:25:30 Nothing else. See, to lie in bed for 15 days or a month, who will look after me. I have no one. She is there and I. And I have no one. 00:08:38:25 00:08:43:12 This is my Bhabhi (sister-in-law). English I am sad. Not happy in my life 00:08:43:13 00:09:15:30 English 00:09:41:19 00:09:51:08 Any memorable incident in your life, which gave you happiness? 00:09:51:09 00:10:08:04 Any moment in which you got great joy? 00:10:08:04 00:10:16:19 There are so many moments of happiness in a man's life and so many moments of sadness 00:10:16:20 00:10:21:02 I had happiness, when my husband was alive. 00:10:21:02 00:10:27:03 He has gone, so has my happiness. That's all. 00:10:27:05 00:10:35:30 Please tell us about anything, which gave you pleasure when your husband was alive. 00:10:36:01 00:10:51:22 What can I say? Look, my husband passed away due to a heart attack. 00:10:52:23 00:11:07:09 Any illness I had, he went with me to the hospital. Never let me go alone. 00:11:07:10 00:11:12:23 So, you see, when that person has gone, I have lost everything. 00:11:13:19 00:11:17:11 Such a precious thing. Other than that I have never had anything so valuable. 00:11:17:22 00:11:26:21 Every month we had Pujas of Vishnu (Narayan), Radha Govinda, Ma Lakshmi. 00:11:38:22 00:11:38:22 I had all the God's in my house. I am not making it up 00:11:38:23 00:11:41:06 I am really very unhappy, believe it or not. 00:11:42:20 00:11:51:16 Tomorrow is Full Moon. Singhni (Prasad) will be made, Today I would have had vegetables. 00:11:51:17 00:12:08:26 Everything Vegetarian, My husband didn't have rice. had a different diet. Does he understand Bengali. Yes, he does. 00:12:08:27 00:12:15:17 Cut the vegetable here. What can I say? What I am saying will fill a book. 00:12:15:18 00:12:58:10 English 00:12:58:12 00:13:08:19 He used to sit on the bed and read a paper. If I asked him anything at that time, he never replied. 00:13:09:10 00:13:19:12 He used to get irritated. Younger than you. He used to read the papers daily. 00:13:27:20 00:13:36:11 go to the kitchen ". Believe me, I am telling you the truth, no lies. 00:13:36:12 00:13:43:28 I really used to stay within the four walls. He is gone, and now I am in Vrindavan. He never even let me go alone to my father's house. 00:13:43:28 00:13:53:01 He used to go with me and come back with me. So think my son.... One gets married only once not again and again. 00:13:53:23 00:14:06:28 It is really sad, I am really sad. He is gone. Neither do I feel like cooking or eating, or even taking part in any fun. 00:14:06:29 00:14:11:17 I am really sad. He is gone and everything is gone. I have immersed everything into the Ganga. 00:14:11:18 00:14:12:18 What else can I say, son. If I don't know the way to walk, where will I go........?